Whenever I try to gather the words to express my disgust… My feelings towards the situation immediately change. My heart feels heavy, and I feel guilty for even thinking of saying how I feel. I’ve never been so confused about a topic. It’s hard to think of, and the emotions I feel, hinder my thought process and I’m stuck. Maybe I’m just wrong for thinking that way. Just wish i didn’t know what I know, and I wish forgetting was possible.